Oh. Well.

We have the propensity to believe. Or belie.

I believe that humans tend to appreciate things better in little quantity. Or when it doesn’t exist at the moment when we want it so badly. Kinda like getting half a scoop of ice cream now at this ungodly hour, perhaps I’d be more than happy.

Alright, so getting half a scoop won’t suffice. I just belied myself.

Then again, I believe in the goodness of Life- of random kindness. And of things. I believe in whatever you choose to believe in. I believe in your decisions and dreams. Yes, I might believe in just about anything- because I’m a damned believer in all sorts of goodness. And it feels so right and natural.

For some reason, I know the fact that by just believing isn’t enough. Eventually there’ll be a moment when your belief is put to test- whether or not what you believe is real or just what it is that you really believe in after all. But all I know is that whatever happened to you in the past is not happening now. You will be safe behind your honest decisions and mood swings, I promise.

…meanwhile, from another dimension- I sense that Love has begun to remove the clothing of Life and granted you its naked perspective. The beauty of the naked difference is gloriously vast. Be inspiring or get inspired. Love looks good on you ;-)

Happy Friday, all of yous.


p.s: Happy 20th Birthday, Kamilah ( yes, I know it’s been over a week!)

p.p.s: .....and have a glorious 20th birthday today, Anis ;-)

r_L

Grrhhhh.

It's been an annoying day week.

...but Life gets better nearing the final hour :-)
so all's well that ends well~


oh btw, here's to pain- I'll never like you.

r_L

I am taken... so are YOU.

Sounds like: Valerie by James Morrison (originally by The Zutons)

*To grappymewlon, (pe name ni weh? haha) thanks for the tag!*

1. I’m a fickle-minded woman and a lifetime sufferer.

2. I take pleasure in sophistication through plainness. The outcomes aren’t always pretty but I’m enjoying the beauty.

3. I love reading/writing all sorts of poetry/ haikus/ conundrums/ prose etc. Yes, I’m a romanticist who’s indifferent in the society, thank you.

4. I’m terrible at guitars but it’s hard to keep my hands off em.

5. I've been writing since I was 9. A few editions of nothing unusual were documented. None ever published though.

6. I'm generally painless to those who know me. But people find it more common otherwise.

7. I love bananas. And I would know if one piece went missing. Call me berkira but no one steals my bananas unless my generosity kicks in! Haha. No hard feelings la :)

So that’s pretty much it. And by the way, referring to my previous post, the feedback I was getting wasn’t what I anticipated at all. Specifically about my singularity- that it was actually something to be discussed. I find it amusing somehow. But I wasn’t lying when I mentioned about my being single but taken in a sense. I meant every word.

Then again, aren’t we all taken in a sense?

So I am technically single for simplicity sake. But no single being is absolutely single as they rightfully claim to be. You are taken in a sense that you are loved by everyone (if not, by any caring person) and cherished by many wonderful friends. Sure, it seems like you are pretty attached to every single being in your life, yet not quite like it. You are free to run and live your own life like no one else’s business- all the while trying to fall in love and be rejected. I am taken in a sense that I belong to God; as do all dominions belong to Him :-)

Okay, so this is not just some usual sense. This is a special kind of sense. But I AM special, so are YOU.

I guess you shouldn’t have taken me literally. Or maybe I should have been less complex so to speak. Or maybe I’m just crazy by definition. Gosh, I’m such a pain in the a** after all.

But do you believe me now that we are ALL taken in every sense?

Yes, I am taken… so are you!

*kudos to Anis*

See you soon freaks,

r_L

A cow's been TAGGED!

35 littl​e secre​ts : ​Be hones​t no matte​r what!​ (r_L: okay, I’ll try >,<)

Who was your last tag from?

Huss.

Where​ was your myspace defau​lt pic taken​?

​…back in matriculation. room 306. pretty cool view.

Are you a happy​ perso​n?

I’m a happy cow!

Your relat​ionsh​ip statu​s?

Single, but pretty taken in a sense.

Have you ever lost a close​ frien​d?​

Yes. He was greatly missed.

What is your curre​nt mood?

Indifferent.

What'​s one of your siste​rs names​?

Raja Nur Hamizah (my nothing alike twin)

What'​ s your favor​ite color​?

Rainbow :-)

If you could​ go back in time and chang​e somet​hing,​ would​ you?

No, I’d prolly do the same thing over and over. Haha.

Have a crazy​ side?

I’m on Prozac! ( Lol, jk…I may be but not to such extent la hadei )

Ever had a near death​ exper​ience​?

​I sleep like a dead log, yes…( uh, does that count?)

Who Did You Last Hug?

Pisang!

Are you mad at anyon​e right​ now?

No…why would I be? :-)

What'​s stopp​ing you from going​ for the perso​n you like?

I believe the right question for me would be “Is there anyone you like YET?”Lmao.

When was the last time you cried​?​

Bila eh?

Who would​ you do anyth​ing for?

My family. My food. My cows.

Are you happy​ with your life?

​Pretty much, yes.

Whats​ your favor​ite numbe​r?

21.

Is there​ someo​ne that you will never​ stop lovin​g?

​Yes, some six, and more.

Is it attra​ctive​ to you when a guy/girl smoke​s?​

Not really.

Do you get scare​d easil​y?​

That depends.

Do you speak​ any other​ langu​age?

Ye saye.

Do you have any pets?​

No, but if I could keep a real life bear… I defs would!

Descr​ibe your life in one word?​

Jooooyy!

Have you ever kisse​d in the rain?

​No.

What are you think​ing of right​ now?

Tomorrow.
What shoul​d you be doing​ right​ now?

Dreaming. Of ice cream to be exact.

Who are you think​ing of right​ now?

My cows.

What are you liste​ning to?

Humble Me by Norah Jones. Lovely song, really :-)

Who was the last perso​n you told I love you to?

Cherie.

Who was the last perso​n you yelle​d at?

Uh, my cow.

Do you act diffe​rentl​y aroun​d the perso​n you like?

Lol. I just might but why would I?

What is your natur​al hair color​?​

We cows don’t have ANY to begin with lol.

Who was the last perso​n to make you smile​?

​Leah.

Who am I tagging next?

Leah. Yes, it’ s YOU, cow. No pressure ;-)