Friday, March 13, 2009

Writing should never be this hard.


Hati itu Bumi; kadang-kadang cantik, kadang-kadang merisaukan!
barangkali seperti Langit- kadang-kadang lapang, kadang-kadang menyesakkan. Kau mungkin keras, puas- tapi masih kosong, sepi. atau mungkin, cukup lurus -tapi telus, berisi budi. Hati itu Satu; bukan dua. Kau tiada; atau semua. Hati yang indah mungkin cinta- namun pada siapa? Hati yang terikat pada kiblat- itulah Nikmat yang paling padat! Hai hati, kau mati sebelum manusia dimamah Bumi- cantik tapi tua, asli tapi plastik…kan aku dah kata, kau ini seperti Bumi?


Karut tetap karut. But I have to begin somewhere to start writing poetry again. Yes, it’s been a while it seems. And yet, I came up with this. Haha. I was never good at Malay writing to be honest. I wish I was a lot better. Not that I never tried… it’s just that every time I do, they all sound too good to be true. Too flowery, I suppose. Haha. But despite all that, I just need to get the right feeling to express better. No pun intended :-)

I’m not messed up. But these random thoughts just popped up in my head. Macam-macam interpretasi bila tengok gelagat orang. Kadang-kadang rasa letih dengan pemikiran sendiri. Haha. Dah lama tak fikir banyak. Seronok pula rasanya, bila sekali sekala berlaku. Teringat zaman yang bingung… semua benda nampak macam asing. Hmm. A beautiful memoir, it was :-) Anyway, I’m sure we all have our own minds that we choose to live in, don’t you think?

So dear writers out there. You know who you are. Keep on writing. Write something random. Be random. Tell us what you think. Or what you do not think. Talk to someone you least expect to talk to about things. Share a secret. Go ahead and be in love. Live the moment as it should be lived :-)

A poet without hysterics is rare.


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10 comments:

Hariry Ariffin said...

Teruskan menulis. :)

anisdiyana said...

...menulis...kerane serabutan smlm kah??huhuhu we have blown it out on d bubbles kn??hihihi

rajanurhazirah said...

hariry,
i'll try my best ;D

anis,
serabut pe weh? haha. i wrote that sometime ago. nothing related otherwise :-)

cheers!

Anonymous said...

haha, sedap gila kot. wel, mis, dyu mind if i take dis and post it on my fcbook? kiddin', secara jujurnya, i ges u're multi talntd, oh what a giftd prson u are. truskan menulis :)

rajanurhazirah said...

oh hey, go ahead. honestly. words are meant to be spread around. not to be kept to yourself only :-)

rajanurhazirah said...

...well, maybe there's nothing original about writing after all. it's more like publishing the existing thoughts of many, actually.

nvm me. nice day ahead! :)

Anonymous said...

Hati itu bukan bumi,
Kerana Hati tidak ada indah yang bisa membuat kita selesa,
Dan tenang seperti keindahan alam ciptaanNya,

Hati itu gelap,
Dan sepahit racun,
Bukankah kata orang; ikut rasa Hati, kita mati?

Hati tidak ada satu, atau dua,
Boleh jadi tiga atau tiga perlima,
Kerana Hati mampu mengasihi,
tanpa batasan kapasiti dan kuantiti,

Hati tidak mungkin kosong,
Biar betapa keras kau disokong,
Kerana sepi akan datang berkunjung.

Oh Hati yang taat,
Sejauh manakah ketaatanmu itu?
Kerana hanya menghadap kiblat,
Bukanlah ketaatan yang jitu.

Andai jatuh Hati,
Pasti rasa tidak keruan,
Ketenangan yang dicari jauh skali,
Dada ditikam penuh debaran.

Wahai Hati,
Adakah engkau lurus?
Atau hanyalah kebodohan yang tulus?

Hati yang sunyi,
Ketandusan bunyi,
Mungkinkah itu ketenangan yang dicari?
Atau kekosogan yang hakiki.

Jadi, apakah Hati?

Anonymous said...

haha, sori mis, I knoe its lame, but i cudnt help replying, so to say what u wrote actually motivatd me to write back shows dat even if u think it's not original,at least ur thoughts had reached me..or the reader, dat is.

rajanurhazirah said...

anon,
i thank you for your thoughts. i dont know that you could actually come up with something more than what happened to be an absolute randomness of moi. but anyways, a nice piece, that was :)

again, thanks for sharing ;D

Anonymous said...

life IS random indeed