A cow's been TAGGED!

35 littl​e secre​ts : ​Be hones​t no matte​r what!​ (r_L: okay, I’ll try >,<)

Who was your last tag from?

Huss.

Where​ was your myspace defau​lt pic taken​?

​…back in matriculation. room 306. pretty cool view.

Are you a happy​ perso​n?

I’m a happy cow!

Your relat​ionsh​ip statu​s?

Single, but pretty taken in a sense.

Have you ever lost a close​ frien​d?​

Yes. He was greatly missed.

What is your curre​nt mood?

Indifferent.

What'​s one of your siste​rs names​?

Raja Nur Hamizah (my nothing alike twin)

What'​ s your favor​ite color​?

Rainbow :-)

If you could​ go back in time and chang​e somet​hing,​ would​ you?

No, I’d prolly do the same thing over and over. Haha.

Have a crazy​ side?

I’m on Prozac! ( Lol, jk…I may be but not to such extent la hadei )

Ever had a near death​ exper​ience​?

​I sleep like a dead log, yes…( uh, does that count?)

Who Did You Last Hug?

Pisang!

Are you mad at anyon​e right​ now?

No…why would I be? :-)

What'​s stopp​ing you from going​ for the perso​n you like?

I believe the right question for me would be “Is there anyone you like YET?”Lmao.

When was the last time you cried​?​

Bila eh?

Who would​ you do anyth​ing for?

My family. My food. My cows.

Are you happy​ with your life?

​Pretty much, yes.

Whats​ your favor​ite numbe​r?

21.

Is there​ someo​ne that you will never​ stop lovin​g?

​Yes, some six, and more.

Is it attra​ctive​ to you when a guy/girl smoke​s?​

Not really.

Do you get scare​d easil​y?​

That depends.

Do you speak​ any other​ langu​age?

Ye saye.

Do you have any pets?​

No, but if I could keep a real life bear… I defs would!

Descr​ibe your life in one word?​

Jooooyy!

Have you ever kisse​d in the rain?

​No.

What are you think​ing of right​ now?

Tomorrow.
What shoul​d you be doing​ right​ now?

Dreaming. Of ice cream to be exact.

Who are you think​ing of right​ now?

My cows.

What are you liste​ning to?

Humble Me by Norah Jones. Lovely song, really :-)

Who was the last perso​n you told I love you to?

Cherie.

Who was the last perso​n you yelle​d at?

Uh, my cow.

Do you act diffe​rentl​y aroun​d the perso​n you like?

Lol. I just might but why would I?

What is your natur​al hair color​?​

We cows don’t have ANY to begin with lol.

Who was the last perso​n to make you smile​?

​Leah.

Who am I tagging next?

Leah. Yes, it’ s YOU, cow. No pressure ;-)

To feel or not to feel...

This moment feels like, whatever. Yknow, kinda like going through a day where you feel like nothing really matters… you won’t care how you look like waking up with that pillow hair… let alone wonder what day is it really ‘cos you’re not looking forward to weekends or any days in fact. Then just smile at yourself in front of the mirror, WITHOUT being a usual cynic (who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing) and still not affected by the ‘do but happy enough with a comb over to start the day with…

And everything is fine.

It is not right to ask me whether I’ve gone bald or not, though that’s not entirely wrong to know the truth. But it’ll be more interesting to find out why do I always have issues with hair for God’s sake(?) Well, I’d like to know that myself so maybe we can just have an honest and a peaceful discussion without needing to pull each other’s hair ‘cos I just can’t afford to lose some more, thank you. Haha.

Alright, so that sounds familiar. Well yeh, this could be the 2nd post to that of previous one…the one on bad hair day thing, so to speak. Except that this time, I’m not gonna complain about my hair being whatever or someone else’s hair for that matter… (well, truth is, mine’s doing fine alright though STILL not that kind of amazing, either, but whatever). One thing really, I’m starting to grow my love for it alright. By just being generally appreciative and adaptive. I find this attitude amazing. It pleases me. Very…ve..ry… slowww..ly.

Gosh. It’s been a while since I felt like I was myself again. The usual different self, which has been “taken away” from me the as of late. Part of me was glad that I got to be another usual self more often; while another part of me just missed that old feeling. Why, it seems like I’m a two-faced woman now…but not an impostor, you see. I guess it’s just hard to justify when you’re arguing with yourself, really. And today I just read some random post on the net which gave me a totally unrelated feeling, where the writing was so real it felt like I was finally meeting someone with whom I could just sit down and have a meaningful conversation, though I'd likely just stare at that one person and listen intently with tears in my eyes. It feels amazing. No kidding.

So today’s lesson: Nothing is final. One day you’re high. The next day you’re low. You might have a funky, expressive, or awful haircut today, but soon it will grow into something else, something new and random. Maybe you grew up liking pop music and boy bands, but now you like a specific mash up of Electronic & Classical. You might decide you don’t want to smoke cigarettes anymore; that it’s just not who you are. Perhaps you were madly in love last week, but woke up today feeling comfort in solitude, without a desire to be held.

And everything is fine. Not finAL.

Tomorrow is another story- I might not be feeling like I am today… but I do believe that the future is so bright that I just gotta wear em shades and feel awesome.


Just let your inner light shine forth!


Right on,
r_L