And here's another one...

Okay, so here's a few more words before I leave this page alone lol. I know I just have to write this down. That one picture I posted earlier was not enough to describe the good days I've been having so to speak. I remember how addicted I was with picture taking. I was never good with cameras, though I planned of having my own someday… meanwhile Ng is up for a Lomo type(!) Haha, it’s always the old school thingy that gets us best, yes. So currently I’ve been eyeing this Polaroid… why, it almost feels like impossible to get one now. The film is quite expensive, so I was told. But I’m not giving up. As I think I told you before, Polaroid is one of the coolest things you can ever own- why, it’s instant, fresh and so demm natural. Kinda like having a fun yet serious companion (yes, that involves money and commitment!)

Okay, that aside, here is a random picture I took years ago, while I browsed through my old collection :)

I was in my final year of high school when I took this picture. I remember that I was late for school but somehow managed to take this one with class while on the run! Lol. Anyways, it still looks awesome just the way I remembered it. Of how the morning smelled like fresh grass and yes, the cool breeze. It really feels good recalling the moment now though, perhaps… especially so. It was one of the best mornings I ever had back then. If I were to worry about being late at that moment and just walked away, I definitely wouldn’t have the chance to talk about how amazing the morning was. I’m just glad I took the picture otherwise.

Unfortunately, though, I don’t take as much pictures like I used to, now. And I’m not sure when will I ever start again. In the meantime, I just box them skies with my fingers…true, the sky is too big to fit into the frame but there goes my imaginary camera. No films needed, just some space of your photographic memory...then, pray that the beautiful moments will stick in your head for as long as you breathe and let live :)

Alright, so pictures just do me wonders. No, rather God does. And I love surprises and coincidences. I love them even more when I don't pass them off as luck, but rather recognize them as a sign that my life's course is right on track.

And for all those countless blessings around me, I thank You God for the Heaven and the Earth.

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So me is back for another atypically typical post. I’d like to apologize for whatever I wrote in the previous one, which might have caused some people emotional disturbances. LMAO. If anything, that was just me writing out loud (again!). Hee. And yes, I now know one obvious fact though- no one likes a whiner, especially one who’s living within her own fantastical dream. :)

Anyways, speaking of which- it’s strange sometimes how dreams get under your skin and give your heart a test for what’s real and what’s imaginary. Yesternite, I had a weird dream as if going to bed mad about God knows what. I prolly would have had it written if I knew what it was about, but I just couldn’t remember. Lol. So I spent a few long minutes this morning calming myself down and apologizing to my soul and her sisters for my dreamy outbursts. Along with this journal post of chasing down the absurd, a long shower and healthy meditation have brought me back to earth. Should I relapse after this I’ll just take myself spending. This page is great for that.

I peeked open the drapes and the most powerful of white lights burst into the room. It looks humid, but a beautiful day to have off.

Have a good day, all of yous.